Struggling and Balance

So the last few weeks I have been struggling! I have been trying to sit so straight and so still that almost every muscle in my body aches. Ms. Kemmer has been on me about really turning the horses outside shoulder. Sounds easy, but as I am turning the outside shoulder my horse inevitably falls the inside front leg. I know that I need to make my horse use their inside hind leg to carry and push more of their weight, but its HARD! I always end up using way to much inside rein to make the turn and end up falling a little bit to the outside with my seat, but when I try to make corrections to my position and seat I make too large of an adjustment and then I throw my horse way off balance! Ahhh it’s a vicious circle. So every day I concentrate on staying straight, in the center on my horse, and using small invisible aids to guide my horses! Easier said than done and the real kicker is that I know all this! I completely understand the theory and basic principals but making my body comply is so much harder. I also struggle a lot with what is enough and what is too little. Sometimes I feel like I am way to easy on my horses and I should demand a little more from them because really that’s the only way we are going to move forward, but then some days I feel like I am pushing them over the edge and its information overload and too much for them to handle! What it really boils down to is that everything is about balance. Balance, balance, balance!! So my plan is to keep on trying to make my body do what my mind tells it to do while I am in the saddle and then I think I need to start taking a YOGA class. That’s all about balance and centering yourself, right! New plan: Yoga!! I will keep you updated!

Thanks for Reading:

Meaghan